From the recording VOID
I decided to release this song as a single because I feel that it is really true to who I am. I have always tended to accidentally isolate myself from others causing misinterpretation. It is really easy to be misunderstood when you are guarded, and that is what this song explains.
Lyrics
I leave my heart and soul to no one
I have no friends and I have no fun
I live my life like an Eidolon
walking down these streets it's like I think that I am chosen
And I play love like it's a sick game
I break their heart and keep a straight face
cause it’s just way too hard to erase
the events of my past I have surpassed that made me this way
I can't fall asleep feeling like this again
I can't live this life where I'm my only friend
I put myself on another level it's not above oh no it's in a bubble
I fall right into the light every time I try to fight
these fears there's no one here
Lifes easier without a care
Memories that frame out my life make it way too hard to fight
these fears there's no one here
Don't let them close they'll disappear
They have all ways disappeared that's why I don't let them near
My whole life is an enigma
Where my sorrows just grow thicker
But I know I will not surrender
to the panic of my days
My mistakes have made me richer
I can't fall asleep feeling like this again
I can't live this life where I'm my only friend
I put myself on another level it's not above oh no it's in a bubble
I fall right into the light every time I try to fight
these fears there's no one here
Lifes easier without a care
Memories that frame out my life make it way too hard to fight
these fears there's no one here
Don't let them close they'll disappear
They have all ways disappeared that's why I don't let them near
I feel so void and paranoid Shut me down turn off the noise
Help me escape my current state I have to face my fears today
Cause I can’t fall asleep feeling like this again
I can’t live this life where I’m my only friend
I put myself on another level it’s not above oh no it’s in a bubble